Finally...

Well today my husband and I bought my plane ticket to Europe! I leave tomorrow.. I can't believe it's finally happening. I'm so excited, and really nervous at the same time!! My stomach has been in knots most of the day. Since the ticket was bought some of those knots have loosened up quite a bit, but they are still there. Now my problem is packing. I want to know how I fit everything in my my bags moving back here but I can't seem to get everything in now. So I will be unpacking and reorganizing my bags again to see if I can finagle just a little bit more room. That's all I need, just a little bit more room. And as soon as I do have a little bit more room I will probably need a little bit more. That's just how it works. My husband also informed me he may not be able to meet me at the airport to pick me up. I'm like oh great, now I have load my 2 heavy ass suitcases onto a train with an opening of about 3 inches all by myself! Holy hell, that is going to be difficult. I did it before. The loading isn't as big of a deal as unloading. Cause once I get to our town it like the subway in Chicago or New York, they give you just enough time to get your self off. So looks like I'm going to be throwing my suit cases out the door and leaping off the train. I know I'm exaggerating, but that's a pretty close description of what might happen. I really hope he can make. One so I can jump into his arms, and two help with my luggage. :) But god, I just can't believe I'm finally going. Still in shock I guess. Alright my break time is over. I must go finish packing and cleaning up my room. Good times!!!