Today!!!

Today is going to my real first outdoor clean up of my very first actual house. I'm dreading and excited about it all at once. Zeke will enjoy being outside for the most the day though. I just wish I could leave him off the leash and he wouldn't take off. That is a new thing, I see it in his eyes now. He'll start to slowly walk toward the direction he wants to go, I will call him, he will look at me look back, look at me and look back then all at once all four feet are flying through the air and I'm scrambling to keep up. He used to never leave my side. And I would understand the running off if I never took him for walks or played with him, and he get's to run and play most of the day. The neighbor dog, she never gets played with and she listens better then Zeke does, and only a couple months older then him. But anywho, My trip to self help is going to be fun for them. It's supposed to be nice today so this should be good. I've still gotta call DPW to fix a few things in my house and I need to fix my car since my dad broke some it. I've gotta get all this stuff done by 15th of November. That is the day that I go back to the states and get to see my 4 year old niece, my cat, my brother, my best friends, and I'm so excited to tailgate at a Hawkeye game. And of course my parents, but I just saw then so it isn't quite as exciting, I do love them dearly!! My niece is the person that I'm most excited to see! She is the best thing to be brought into the earth. Her mother pasted away in June of this year, and my brother is doing a wonderful job raising that beautiful angel.. What do you say to a 4 year old when she asks about her mom, I know I try not to lie and just answer what she asks with confidence. She is amazing!!!! The best conversations I have had in my life have been with her. And she is very excited to see me, my parents and her "other grandma" say she talks about me all the time, which makes me feel delicious. Yes I said delicious. But anyway, I still need to blog about my trips with my parents. But I need to get busy with the outside. That is my gym today!! Have a great day everyone.